and another day is gonna pass without you in my arms. another night without falling into sleep with you. another night sitting in front of you picture and knowing, that im missing you, another scene where i get scered to loose you, another hour im gonna start to cry, another morning i have to wake up without you on my side, another first thought in the morning like: "i love you boy" another time i'll start to smile cause im thinking about you. another noon waiting for your call to hear you nice voice, another look on the internet where are the girls who send you hearts and kisses in a message, another time scared to loose you, another time want to stop to be scared about loosing you, but another time i know I FUCKING LOVE YOU BOY!

I told another lie today, and I got throught this day no one thaought throught my games.
I know the right words to say, like : "I dont feel well", "I ate before I came."

help, i have done it agin, i have been here many times before. Hurt myself agin today and the worst part is theres no one else to blame.
Be my friend, hold me wrap me up, Unfold me, I am small, Im needy warm me up and breathe me.
Ouch I have lost myself again,
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, yeah I think that I might break
Ive lost myself again and I feel unsafe...

immernoch nicht deutlich genug?

argh >.<

just shut your fucking mouth up bitch!!!